*wew*

i misz yhou.. ;c

can't help it..

This is for the broken hearted. I know how you feel.

Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever.

You don't want to laugh,

because you know it's not going to help,

but you don't want to cry,

because it will just make you feel worse.

You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that,

but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too.

You don't think it will ever end,

and no matter what this person has done to you,

it feels impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much,

then why do you still love them.

That's the confusing part,

you don't know why,

you just do,

and the people who hurt you the most,

and normally the ones you love the most.

And then, after a few weeks,

you finally feel a sense of relief,

like you're getting happy again,

but you know inside that you're just going into denial.

And after a few more weeks,

you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes.

You thought you got over them,

but really, you just stopped showing it.

And you can't help but to show it again.

It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever.

And no one understands how you feel,

and how deep you are hurt,

no matter who they are,

because it hasn't happened to them

And even if it has, every broken heart is different.

They don't know the true pain you feel

and carry each and everyday now,

so you learn that basically you are alone with all this.

And the feeling starts to overwhelm you,

and suddenly you just break down, right there,

because you know you've had enough,

the tears just instantly start flowing,

and you're to the point where you don't care who see's.

Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed,

and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection.

And in the midst of all these tears,

you know that its not helping any,

and it's not going to bring them back,

if you ever even had them in the first place.

After about a million tears have been cried,

you finally pull yourself back together and keep going.

Your throat starts to clench

and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back.

Everyone says,

"It will be okay…”

But you know it won't.

And that’s the truth, it won’t.

And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this,

and you realize that people are horrible. Y

ou're still hurt,

but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.

So now every time you see this person,

you know you still love them,

and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you,

screaming out,

but for some reason they don't hear it.

And then you sit back and wonder

how one person could have caused all of this...



...franzperea..

thinking of yhou..

I was staring on my cellphone

and

wondering what is the best words to express

how i feel

but i couldnt find one

because

u have occupied my mind all the time...

all that i know is,

im thinking of you

miszyhou

hayszzz...
zobrang miz n kta!! ;c
pru tila ata ngbgu kna!
anu bng pwde qn gwin
pra aq nlng ulet!!

waiting for yHou...

You came to my life unpredicted
Everything happen next is unexpected
We just ride on the flow
Without knowing, we acted out in the show

It started when we became friends
You treat me like you really care
When you’re around I feel so special
By you’re side, I feel no fear

Suddenly there are some changes
Without knowing it’s just come to this
I hope the feeling is mutual
The way you acted, I’m sure you are

Time has come and you have to leave
I will miss the things you did
I’ll wait the next time we meet
I hope it’s not too late



...franzperea...

Kwutszzzz..

"Lahat naman ng tao sumeseryoso pagtinamaan ng pagmamahal. Yun nga
lang, hindi lahat matibay para sa temptasyon."

"Gamitin ang puso para alagaan ang taong malapit sayo. Gamitin ang
utak para alagaan ang sarili mo."

"Pag may mahal ka at ayaw sayo, hayaan mo. Malay mo sa mga susunod na
araw ayaw mo na din sa kanya, naunahan ka lang."

"Hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa kundi ang pagtanggap
na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakipaglaban upang
makasama ka."

"Kung nagmahal ka ng taong di dapat at nasaktan ka, wag mong sisihin
ang puso mo. Tumitibok lng yan para mag-supply ng dugo sa katawan mo.
Ngayon, kung magaling ka sa anatomy at ang sisisihin mo naman ay ang
hypothalamus mo na kumokontrol ng emotions mo, mali ka pa rin! Bakit? Utang na loob! Wag mong isisi sa body organs mo ang mga sama ng loob mo sa buhay! Tandaan
mo: magiging masaya ka lang kung matututo kang tanggapin na hindi ang puso,
utak, atay o bituka mo ang may kasalanan sa lahat ng nangyari sayo,
kundi IKAW mismo!"

"hinahanap mo nga ba ako o ang kawalan ko?"

“Sabi nila, sa kahit ano raw problema, isang tao lang ang makakatulong sa’yo - ang sarili mo. Tama sila. Isinuplong ako ng sarili ko. Kaya siguro namigay ng konsyensya ang Diyos, alam niyang hindi sa lahat ng oras e gumagana ang utak ng tao.”

“Alam mo ba kung gaano kalayo ang pagitan ng dalawang tao pag nagtalikuran na sila? Kailangan mong libutin ang buong mundo para lang makaharap ulit ang taong tinalikuran mo.”

“Mahirap pumapel sa buhay ng tao. Lalo na kung hindi ikaw yung bida sa script na pinili nya.”

“Minsan kahit ikaw ang nakaschedule, kailangan mo pa rin maghintay, kasi hindi ikaw ang priority.”

“Pakawalan mo ang mga bagay na makakasakit sa’yo kahit na pinapasaya ka nito. Huwag mong hintayin yung araw na sakit na lang nararamdaman mo at iniwan ka na ng kasiyahan mo.”

SakiT nG KaLooBan

di naman kaiLa sa Iyo na Ako Ay Laging nakatingin
aNg mGa mata'y maRaming ibiG sabiHin
May mGa paGkakAtaOng ika'y Nais Lapitan
Ngunit aLa ko Magawa DahiL sa mGa kaDahiLanan


Kaya ako sa Iyo'y haNgGang tinGin na Lamang
May mGa oRAs Sa aKing sAriLi na Ikaw Ay nAis MakaSama
O maKakWentuhaN mAn laMang Kahit suMandaLi
Ngunit di Ko MatiyeMpUhan ang SandALing MiniMIthi


MInzaN KaPag iKaw aY NasA aKing hAraPan
anG aKing DiLa aY di Na maKapaGsaLita
Kung Ikaw aY akIng NakiKita
aNg puso Ko aY NgumingIti, MasaYa YaOng mGA SandaLi

HiNdi ko aLam Kung HangGang Saan aT Kailan
MataTago Pa ang SakiT sa KalOoBan
naIs Ko n riN sAnang IpaaLam ang Sakit sa Aking KaLooban
Na Matagal Tagal Ko na riNg ItinaTago diTo SA
aKing Puso...

(ziram)

i LhoVe yhOu..

i Love yhou bRu..
missing yhou szo much!

Life is a gaMe

life is full of SHIT…u can nvr knw who’s der 4 real… u can nvr knw who ur friends are…u can never know who would put shit in you life…indeed, life is a game…you must learn how to play right, find out the cheats of the game and strive for the cup of life.

in the game of life, NEVER trust anyone coz you wouldn’t know who’s there 2 help you. who knows, dat person beside you would stabbed you at the back.

m a real person..i say what i want…f i don’t like you, i’ll tell you…. i’m a self confessed brat-gurl…i get what i want, i do what i want… i never put shit 2 anyone’s life.i play fair…but once u messed up with me, you would wish to die… i never choose anyone…

let me tell this, i’m fine,happy,contented,yah i was hurt,but WHY WOULD I LOOK 4 A COIN I LOST if I HAVE BILLS in my treasure box… i have the best, the greatest, why should i search for a little…

life is a game learn how to deal with any circumstances that would come in you way… COURAGE is your best weapon for the game..never fear anyone…always use your mind and NEVER BE DECEIVED BY YOUR HEART…coz your heart would be the traitor in life…it may kill you…you’ll never know….

♥ for my bRu ♥

My love for you is as cool as the ocean
as we walked through the waves with love and devotion
my love for you is not as complex
it’s not just your looks or the great fUn
it’s your personality that shines to me
being with you shows what love can be

all the times we’ve spent together
I just hope the good times can last forever and ever
I never want anyone to tear us apart

a piece of you will always be in my heart…

That's why I am making this promise –
never stop loving you no matter what
happens!

♥LoneLy nIghtsz♥

Since you’re gone There is an empty space Since you’re gone The world is not the same

I go back to the places we’ve been It feels like you’re still there I live all those moments again Wishing you were here

Since you’re gone There is a lonely heart Since you’re gone Nothing is like it was

There are memories all over the place Bringing it back all so clear I remember all of those days Wishing you were here

Since you’re gone There is a heart that bleeds Since you’re gone I’m not the woman I used to be

I follow you're steps in the snow The traces disappear We know what we’ve lost when it’s gone I’m wishing you were here

All those lonely nights I lied on my bed and cried I still think of you Yes I do

my definition of Love

My definition of love...
is different from the book my definition of love is
more than just a look love is more than a word

more than a song, more than a note

love is more than a poem more than anything i've wrote love is reaching out to touch someone to be sure that they're there love is leaning in to kiss someone to remind them that you care love is looking her in the eyes and whispering in her ears love is cuddling when she cries and catching all her tears love is the warmth shared between hugs when everything else is cold love is knowing they'll still be there when everything else is old love is hearts beating faster and faster while everything else is slowed down love is singing sweet songs to her even if hundreds are around love is driving through the rain to help someone through tough times love is me wishing that you'll love me too wishing you'd be mine love isn't just holding hands love is holding hearts love isn't where it ends.... love is where it starts...

_T.O.Y.S._

once There wAs a girL whO Loved a cerTain Boy
but This cerTAin boy wouLd only treat Her as a toy
hE brOke Her HeaRt aNd maDe hEr cRy
bUt stiLL sHe did NothIng sHe JusT cRy fOr a whiLe

Then cAme a TiMe wheN The girL stOpped LoviNg
TheN sUddenly The Boy starTEd wOnderiNg
He tHEn wAnted tO asK Her, did sHe HAve someOne New?
The girL gOt oVer Him aLL of This wAs TruE

he Then started tO Cry, He asKed HimseLf wHy??
MaYbe it WAs reaLLy tiMe fOr HiM tO sAy GOODbYe
aS He reminisceD aLl theiR happy tImeS
he sUddeNLy saId "I WISH YOU WERE STILL MINE"

aS He WAs tOyiNg wItH thE girLs HEart
He REALized He Love her rigHt fRoM tHe sTArt
yOu MAy neVer KnOw WHat a perSon Means tO yOu
nOt unLEsS itS tOo LatE tO saY "I DID LOVE YOU"

the story of life

sometiMes people come Into your liFe and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become.

you never know who these people mat be (possibly your roommate, neighbor, coworker, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger)

*but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way*

and sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, ot heart…

*everything haPpens for a reaSon*

Nothing happens by chance or by means of good Luck..

illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soUL..

without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere, it would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

the people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. *even the bad experiences can be learned from.*

in fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

if someone hurts you, betrays you, or BREAK YOUR HEART, forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart…

if someone LOVES you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open you heart and eyes to things…

*make every day count*

appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again..

talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen..

let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high.. hold you head up because you have every right to.

tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself. for if you don’t believe in yourself,it will be hard for others to believe in you..

you can make of your life everything you wish..

create your owns life and then go out and stand live it with absolutely NO REGRETS!!!

MOst IMPORTANTLY… *IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE TELL HIM/HER FOR YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT TOMORROW MAY HAVE IN STORE…*

AND LEARN A LESSON IN LIFE EACH DAY THAT YOU LIVE…

THAT’S THE STORY OF *LIFE*