a letter to you.....

dear mr family man,

its been awhile boy, since the last talk we had..
its been a long time but i haven't forgot about you!
those memories that we had are the one of the best memories i had!
but soon i am sure i will make more
"best memories with my future partner!

you've changed a lot! you are really a family man now!
and i am so happy for you, even though
i wish i was her

its hard to forget you mr family man,
all the things that we been through are really hard to forget,
and i know you know that..

its been 4 years,since that happened
but honestly i cant really move on about that!
that was the greatest regret i ever made... :(
there were still nights that i cant sleep and just cry...

to tell you honestly,
i'v been praying about it before,
but when the time you tell me you cant stand on it,
my world falls apart!!

but i know its really my fault,
coz i am not brave enough to face it..
but your not brave enough too, to stand on it!
i know its a part of the past now,
and its doesn't matter to you coz there you are now,
a happy family man!!!!!

i realized, the things about YOU and about ME
are really not the same anymore!
its a HUGE CHANGED!!

i thought your 'KEEPING ME FOREVER"!!!
but its just another broken words from you!!

just wanna say sorry if until now
i still remember YOU
and all the MEMORIES we had shared!
don't you worry i am trying my best not to think about you,
i know one day i will!! i know I WILL!!!

i am just hoping you now,
a happy life!!
till we meet again! i miss you boy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really do!!!!! take care......


from,
ms. miserable